Assalamualaikum.

Actually, Lulu's birthday has passed 2 months ago. Tapi of course, I purposely didn't blog it. Ah, at that time pun I was quite uninterested to blog sgt. Anyhow, aku mmg xde plan apa2 pun for her birthday initially. Even for the occasion, I was having a dilemma whether to throw a party or not. Biase lah, social network punye penangan, semua anak2 zaman sekarang xnk kalah die punye celebration ye tak.

When it got closer to Lulu's birthday, aku tiba2 dapat idea nak buat satu sort of countdown menuju ke birthdate die. I called it "Lulu 1-Year-Old Project".

So, what is the project? The project is, starting dalam 12 hari sebelum her actual birthday; setiap hari aku akan post collage of her photos starting from the 1st month to the 12th month. I did and posted it on fb & instagram. Caption photo aku letak countdown how many days to go to the Big 1.

So, these are some of the photos. Gambar kecik sebab copyrighted ya. Hehe.





 12th month spesel sikit sbb dilancarkan masa birthday die, so ade 2 gambar hehe.

And to end the Lulu 1-Year-Old project, the birthday wish collage, starting from the 1st month to 12th.



Birthday celebration pulak kitorg buat 2 weekends after that coz my parents just got back from umrah. And also, last minute ade tukar plan sikit. Nak tau? Kene stay tune next entry! =)

Salam.

"Each day has to be better than the last."
Easier said than done.

Nonetheless, I am in a transition phase.
Please pray for me.

I am Lost.
I truly feel lost.
Like I'm out of touch with the world, with everything.

I seemed to be losing what I used to love to do.
I lost my passion for everything.
I read the Quran, and I feel that I am merely reading.
I can't understand it, and I can't find peace.

I feel numb.
I am numbed all over.

En. FF sedang tidur di waktu ini.
Tetibe rindu lak...walaupun kat atas katil je die nye.
Bersama si manja Lulu.

Dia asik merungut aku dah tak sayang dia.
Kalau lah dia tau dalam kepala ni begitu banyak benda yg aku fikir & sukar nak beritahu.
Anyway, I love you k my husband!

Ok. Saya mau tidur sekarang.

So...dalam masa sebulan lebih ni aku bermastautin dekat umah Mama Abah aku.
Sampai bulan May.
Sebabnya? FF sedang dalam mode kursus.

Kebelakangan ni pun aku kurang nak sibuk berangkaian sosial ni.
Terlalu banyak benda yang menambahkan dosa aku. Huhu.
Bila sampai satu tahap yg you are getting too much dose of digital network, perlu ade detoxing of it now and then.
Social networking skrg dh menjadi satu platform utk org:
1. Menunjuk2 & bermegah2
2. Memaki tanpa hala tuju
3. Bercakap tentang perkara2 yang membuang masa.

Kalau dalam kadar yang berpatutan, ok la kot.
Tapi bila dah terlalu flood, org lain rasa muak.
Kdg2 aku pun muak dengan apa yg aku tulis...jadi bila dah mcm tu, detox!
Nasib baik aku ada kerja yg memerlukan konsentrasi.

Haih...melihat sekeliling, dunia ni dah menjadi terlalu kapitalis.
Mengambil kata FF, "Even Islam sells."
It's a sad sad world.