God, please let me go to Hajj now... I want to be closer to You... I want You to guide me... I want You to guide my husband... I want You to show us the true meaning of our lives in this world

Assalamualaikum... It's mid August. We are waiting for our Hajj call..not quite sure whether we are able to join the Hajj this year..but somehow I have a feeling we might. Insyallah. If God wills it. Thing is, I've been doing readings on Hajj